It looked so easy

apainfulsorrow @ 2005-04-10T09:04:00

2005-04-10T16:04:41Z

a) Get a pen b) Get a paper c) Number it 1-13! d) Answer these questions! 1. What's your favorite color out of: A. Green B. Blue C. Orange D. Black E. Pink 2. What color is your hair? A. Blonde/Dirty Blonde B. Brown C. Red D. Black E. Bald or any other color 3. What color are your eyes? A. Hazel B. Green C. Brown D. Blue E. gray 4. What is your favorite sport out of: A. Basketball B. Cheerleading C. Football D. Soccer E. Baseball 5. What's your favorite way to talk? A. Phone B. In Person C. Instant Message D. E-mail E. Letters (Mail) 6. What is your favorite kinda music out of: A. Rap B. Country C. Hard Rock D. Pop E. General Rock 7. Who's your favorite singer out of: A. Ludacris B. Tim McGraw C. Ozzy Osbourne D. Nsync E. Shakira 8. What's your favorite show out of: A. Jackass (MTV) B. The Simpsons C. SpongeBob SquarePants D. Surviver E. The Osbournes 9. What's your favorite movie out of: A. Not Another Teen Movie B. Joy Ride C. I Know What You Did Last Summer D. Forest Gump E. Shrek 10. What month were you born? January February March April May June July August September October November December 11. Name a person of the opposite sex. 12. Name a person of the same sex. 13. Now make a wish! (you have to write this down or it wont work!) .:.-*~Answers~*-.:. *1. Green- Fun to be around Blue- Stylish Orange- Funky Black- Lonely Pink- Sweet *2. Blonde/Dirty Blonde- Hyper Brown- Causal Red- Tough Black- Holds back feelings Bald or any other color- Free Spirit $3. Hazel- Out Going Green- Happy Brown- Loud Blue- Cute Gray- Unpredictable $4. Basketball- Direct Cheer leading- Never Gives Up Football- Watchful Soccer- Nice Baseball- Loveable #5. Phone- Busy a lot of the time In Person- Social able Instant Message- A Leader E-mail- Has a lot of friends Letters (Mail)- Has many thoughts #6. Rap- Friendly Country- Cute Hard Rock- Wild Pop- unoriginal General Rock- Pretty cool to hang around *7. Ludacris- Loves to Party Tim McGraw- Sexy Ozzy Osbourne- Awesome N'sync- boring Shakira- Fun *8. Jackass- Awesome The Simpsons- Funny Sponge Bob Square Pants- Cool Surviver- Adventurous The Osbournes- Knows how to have a great time >9. Not Another Teen Movie- Knows who they are Joy Ride- Cool I Know What You Did Last Summer- Fun Forest Gump- Has a big heart Shrek- oRiGinaL >10. January- Funny February- Loveable March- Loves to be noticed a lot April- Easy going May- Loves to be around a lot of people June- Stylish July- Rude August- A good friend September- Loves to flirt October- Strict November- Nice December- Sweet <311. That Person *Will* fall in love with you if you put this on ur livejournal: (12. This person *Will* become your enemy if you don't put this on ur livejournal ~13. This wish *Will* come true if you put this on ur site

apainfulsorrow @ 2005-01-22T12:22:00

2005-01-22T20:24:10Z

Today Im heading out to the beach!! Im mega excited! Its gunna be great! just relaxing for once. Anyways I gotta go finish packing..im so lazzy.. everyone have a kik ass weekened.. peace

apainfulsorrow @ 2005-01-21T09:47:00

2005-01-21T18:00:37Z

So finals are done! yay!(plus sigh of relief) I have so much to look forward to right ow. Sunday im heading out for a mini vacation to the beach for a couple of days.gunna be awsome. Then come back and probably head out again on a college vacation to either las vegas or up the coast! Then go back to school but not for long because in 6 months my high school career is ending :) :(anyway.. I have a long day ahead of me...catch up later

Hope everyones well!!

apainfulsorrow @ 2005-01-16T11:15:00

2005-01-16T19:17:01Z

Finals have arrived. dam

apainfulsorrow @ 2005-01-05T16:31:00

2005-01-06T00:33:21Z

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apainfulsorrow @ 2005-01-03T19:18:00

2005-01-04T03:31:14Z

School started back today. Fun stuff,not really. Anyway.. things are going good right now. Other then waking up 10 min before ur getting picked up and being ill prepared for the damn rain. O well..shit happens.

What else is going on right now..college of course. Everyones stressed out about getting in and where to go and it's begun to stress me out as well. It's like they make college a big deal and you have to go to college to get a job but now its so hard to even get into college. It's so frustrating. Again.thats life.

I started back with singing. I missed it these past two weeks so much. Im singing Carole Kings " So Far Away" and Joni Mitchell's "Both Sides Now". I love them. I picked them. Other then that thats it..

Hope everyones having a great break..and to everyone, like myself, back in school hope you guys had great breaks.I no i did. Lets finish up this next 6 months with more fun and less drama.

apainfulsorrow @ 2005-01-02T12:23:00

2005-01-02T20:31:42Z

I havent updated a long ass time so I figured I probably should. What the hell why not. So winter break is over basically today. which blows because im not ready to go back yet. I would much more rather stay home and get some sleep which i did barely of in the last 24 hours. This has been probably one of the best breaks ive ever had. It was definently not very productive but very fun. I spent alot of time with my friends barely any time a home which is good but I kinda neglected to spend time with my parents. Hopefully that hasnt made a lasting effect on are relationship..we shall see. I spent time with friends I havent spent time with in a while. It was great.

Ive made alot of new friends too that hopefully I'll spend time with again. Probably every weekened.lol.
Today I went out to breakfast with the lovely Esther and ronny. At like 10 which apparently is early?!? not for me anyway. It was cute other then my laughing attacks which annoyed them and the fact i got food on a white shirt which is probably not a good thing. haha.

Its 2005, the year I graduate. Scary. Well here it goes.. another year...:)

apainfulsorrow @ 2004-10-24T21:01:00

2004-10-25T04:02:47Z

I hate being sick..gross.

apainfulsorrow @ 2004-10-16T23:26:00

2004-10-17T06:28:47Z

wow..tonight was amazing.

apainfulsorrow @ 2004-10-13T12:24:00

2004-10-13T19:36:34Z

Hey. so im at jens house right now on the best day this week: the day off from school!! Not too much has been going on with me recently. I yet to have a date for homecoming. I dont no if its a good thing or bad thing yet. we shall see. School is really stressful this year. Maybe because its the last year and its crunch time. I dunno. I went out to dinner with my mom last night. It was really good. we talked. and we havent REALLY talked in awhile. What else. Ive been doing alot of soul searching recently, also probably because this year is like the end of basically ever thing ive ever known. At first I was like " im so happy to leave hs, hs sucks" but now as I really look deepm within how I feel truthfull, Im scared. Im scared to leave the people ive grown up with. Even though we all havent had the best of times the past couple of years, I cant imagine waking up everyday next year and not driving into the mcp parking lot, not smelling the horrible beer smell every single day, not waiting in that heinous line just to get a bag of chips, not to see my friends and I fight ( tho was never fun.. it will still be missed), basically everything will be missed in some way or another. It's just going to be sad. Though I told myself," I wont cry at graduation" now that I think about it... for sure I will. The other thought that scares me is not having those people to talk to anymore. I dont even no if any of us will keep in touch, even tho i would love to. They all have been such a huge part of my life and its just so sad. Ive been at mcp for about 6 years now. Wow this will be hard. But on a lighter note, I am excited about my future. I cant wait to go out there and make something of myself. This is all so overwhelming. lol. ok im done venting. hope everyone is having a great day! cya
Amy

apainfulsorrow @ 2004-10-10T09:54:00

2004-10-10T16:58:49Z

I love my puppy. Nothing gets better then walking up in an empty house and eting easy mac for breakfast lol

apainfulsorrow @ 2004-10-05T18:26:00

2004-10-06T01:27:26Z

Finally...im over it! and I feel GREAT!!

apainfulsorrow @ 2004-10-02T10:56:00

2004-10-02T17:57:20Z

Ive got hungry eyes, one look at you and I cant disguise

apainfulsorrow @ 2004-09-29T19:28:00

2004-09-30T02:29:34Z

I really thought this day couldnt get any worse...o wait..yep..IT CAN. I love how im always second best. ALWAYS second best. im so sick of this..

apainfulsorrow @ 2004-09-27T22:20:00

2004-09-28T05:26:09Z

Ive come to the conclusion that ive changed. I thought once I go back to school, things would be the same old kinda thing but its not. And to my suprise, im happy I changed. I needed it. I feel like ive grown up so much this summer. I realized what I want for myself and its definetly not to base everything on what everyone else wants, which has been most of my past ways. It took me alot to get to where I am today and Im the funny thing is, im glad I went through some of those shitty days. Its helped me try and find myself so much. Anywho, had a good day. School was alright. Jen came over after school and we headed to the mall to chill with my brother justin and his friend and co worker tyler. fun! I made 3 bucks to get hi on, basically. haha. good times. anyways im off. Just felt like sharing my epiphone with the people who actually read this which is like no one. haha
ams

apainfulsorrow @ 2004-09-26T00:32:00

2004-09-26T07:42:42Z

So today I went to temple and I got extremly inspired. One of the rabbis who led the service today gave an amazing speech about not letting time pass you by and then put on tim mcgraw's " live like you are dying". And as I sat there the only words that came to mind were "thank you". So i continued to listen and it touched me. I fell in love with the believe of living. Before now, I was alive but not really living the life that was giving to me. I was taking my time here on earth for granted. I dont want to be that way anymore. I want a change, drastic change. I want to feel alive! I want someone to feel alive being with me. So I want to thank you, tim mcgraw, for inspiring me to believe in something.

apainfulsorrow @ 2004-09-21T17:29:00

2004-09-22T00:31:44Z

bla Im tired of being alone. I want to meet a guy. someone who will make me happy. I havent met someone who wants to be with me for along time or who is single. I just think its tme...

help

apainfulsorrow @ 2004-09-18T18:00:00

2004-09-19T01:07:08Z

So im getting ready to go see adam play his only football game here in los angeles. Im excited. Ive never seen him play football before. so well see. So the first week of school has gone by..wow.thanku. tommarow im going to the annual "cemetary day" where all my family go to 2 cemetarys to pay are respects. First we go to culver city and then to hollywood and then we go out to lunch. Normally we go to islands but now that we have one like next door, were prolly gunna go somwhere else. then my cousin whos been living in spain for awhile, is coming to see me. I missed her soo much. Shes moving to New York so maybe Ill move in with her..hmm..and then its my brothers party. should be chill.. anyways gotta go..peace

apainfulsorrow @ 2004-09-15T15:09:00

2004-09-15T22:09:44Z

So the last couple of days have been pretty stressful because school has officially started. Im glad we get tommarow off, well i still have to go to services. Tonight Im going to a huge dinner at my aunts house for th holidays. Im excited cuz theres gunna be soo much food and im soo hungry! The food will be awsome.Tommarow Im going to services and then going with stac to the burbank football game. anyways im off to get ready. hope everyones year back is better then how mine has began.

apainfulsorrow @ 2004-09-13T16:11:00

2004-09-13T23:14:58Z

So today I went back to school. It feels so weird being back for some reason. Im not quite sure why. I have some good classes this year and some so so classes. None are terribly horrible but ya no, its school. Yesterday I sat around all day and slept, watched tv, ate, and then slept. lol. it was fun. Tommarow I start up with my singing lessons which im extremly excited for. Itll be fun. then wednesday I can go out at nite becuz thursday we have school off. Im hopefully going to the burbank high football game on thursday and then friday prolly mcp football game. Fun. Anyways,off to do some more school stuff.

ams

apainfulsorrow @ 2004-09-11T08:44:00

2004-09-11T15:51:46Z

Things are pretty good right now. Yesterday I had senior orientation. It wasnt to bad at all. Other then it being somewhat overwhelming, it went really well. Then I went home with Jen for a few hour and we watched CSI and I am now completely hooked. hah. Then I went with stacey to John( her bfs) football game at Burbank high. They played really well. 54 to 6.lol. John is really sweet and seeing stac so happy made me happy to! So the game was fun. There are really cute guys on his team which was a plus. aha. Then we went back to his house and hung out. And then I came home. I start school Monday and after yesterdays meeting im suprisingly anxious. Today Im gunna sit at home all by myself. cuz everyone i the family has plans but me. lol.
Ams

apainfulsorrow @ 2004-09-09T13:42:00

2004-09-09T21:08:07Z

Here are a few pics of my trip and some of me too.

The totem poles in stanley park, vancouver

Beautifil day

The horse buggy ride in stanley park. Front row seats, lucky me

Just gorgeous

fell in love

It was more like a forest then a park

lost lagoon. its my favorite place in the park.

my favorite picture out of all of them.

this was awhile ago but i found it and figured what the hell, ill post it anyway!

same with this one

this one is newer. I dont remember why i was laughing o well. lol

Hmm

bored.

when my israeli cousins were in town, we went to universal studios, the whole family. so this is me with some of my cousins the whole first two rows. lol

thats all hope u liked em. if not, o well haha!!

apainfulsorrow @ 2004-09-09T11:52:00

2004-09-09T19:04:29Z

Ive been home about a 2 days so far. Its been good. I had an awsome time in vancouver. But its good to be home,

I was supposed to leave sat at about 1:20 on the flight to portland via vancouver but as most of u no, LAX was a mess. So all plane flights were delayed. Traffic was horrible and we missed are flight. So we ended up taking a 3:00 flight (which got delayed to 4:15) to san fran and then a 6:20 flight to vancouver. Flew into vancouver. Got to the hotel. which was beyond gorgeous. Late to the evenings roast and toast. Missed havadalah and ended up with no dinner. Stupid LAX.

Sunday. Turned 17!! Walked around waterfront till about 1:45. Got dressed. Went to the wedding at 3. There was a bunch of ceremonies throught the whole weding because it was an orthodox wedding. Danced with my dad on my bday. Got a bunch of bday calls( thanks guys , i love u) the bride, who is my cousin, sang. There a huge music family. Th father plays the piano. Son plays the sax in a band. eldest daughter and mother sing for fun and reyna, the bride, is an opera singer. The wedding was beautiful. Had a great time.

Monday. We went to stanley park. Walked there from the hotel. Took a horse buggy ride. Ate lunch. Took the bus around the park. walked back. Had dinner on top of the tallest building there. It was a revolving room so we moved around the whole time. weird.

Tuesday. got on a plane at 11:30 to portland. stayed in portland till 3. Got home around 7. Just kinda filed with planes all day

Wednesday. Went to lunch at macaroni grill with stacey for my bday. Walked around the mall for abit. Went back to her house. Hung out. Talked. ate some more italian food. freaked out ( snakes) and then came home and had a weird nite.( if u wanna no about it ask me)

today I have no clue. o first im going to visit stac at work and then off to do something else. who knows. love u all

ams

apainfulsorrow @ 2004-09-04T08:43:00

2004-09-04T15:45:00Z

Leaving for Vancouver in an hour or so. Ill miss you guys!! Call! Im gunna be 17 in about 15 hours! woohoo. Finally.

Love Always,
Ams

apainfulsorrow @ 2004-09-03T16:20:00

2004-09-03T23:26:45Z

Went to claim jumpers with stac today. Yum. havent been eating much recently so it tasted really good!im leaving tommarow morning.I hate taking afternoon flights just because it takes up a whole day.Its a total waste if a day. Tonite Im going to the gores house for michaels bday which is tommarow. One day before my bday. YAY!ill miss my friends while Im gone. U guys can call my cell at anytime.

love always,
ams

I hate waiting